I don't Care

Pessimism is such a weakness of mine but I have learnt to forgive myself, it's not my fault.
On the Other hand, In 2019 I accepted that somethings about people are unknowable. The future is too unpredictable and neither optimism nor pessimism creates an alternative future.
Conclusions, am done, no more fixes am not a work in progress 🤷🏻‍♂

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